Wake up early morning, first thing to do checking over my handphone. Most probably the things I hope is a message from her. I don't know how to talk with her. I just afraid of her will missing from my life. Maybe she will not with me but i choose to be a guardian of her until she get her new guardian. I don't know my choice correct or not but its already choice by me and i will fulfill it.
One whole day at home, didn't feel like going out. Lastly message friends for dinner but end up dinner alone since friends asking me to go club 7 and I don't feel like wan to go. Hopefully my friend know what he was doing. Really don't wan to c any bad things happen in front of me and i will feel guilty since I am the one who ask him to accompany me to Club 7 when I was depressed.
Walking the same path that we walked before after dinner. The feeling of missing her haunt me again. Heart feel lonely but can't do anything. Just can come back here continue my diary. Maybe this is a best place for me to tell my feelings. Nobody gonna realize this if I not telling anybody. It will remain a secret hideout for me.
How is your life in KK??? Everything fine??? Missing you a lot.
No comments:
Post a Comment